Wednesday, March 22
i guess that this is where we've come to if you don't want to then you don't have to believe me but I won't be there when you go down just so you know now you're on your own now believe me.WHEE FORT MINOR IS HARTHS!(yeah, those are lyrics.)
so im all much better today, yesterday was just a ridiculously moodswingey day, dont ask why, dont ask how. dont take the angsty upset post to heart, just remember the normally-goodmood-blur-me. heh.
progress reports - were not good. but shall not care too much about that, thanks jiawei for listening to me rant ridiculously, and i've realised how stupid it is to complain and wail about my depressing marks. all i can do, and what i should do, is to improve. and AYE WILL.
bian cheng lang zi is coming along very nicely, the wuxiaxiaoshuo im reading right now i mean. im awfully slow for some reason, but its really very interesting. and gu3 long2 's sentence format is just lovely.
foreword for chinese indiv SIA due friday, so i need to decide what the five articles im going to write are about. possibilities as follows:
1) guan1 dan1 xiao3 ji4 - basically, on kuantan life when i go back. cheers!
2) xing1 jiang1 - this would be describing scenery. am thinking of purposely imitating gu-long's short sentence format, but short sentence is very un-me, so i'd better not. but itd be fun to try! especially since xingjiang is desert. i can make up all kinds of exaggerated short sentences like. " feng1 chui1 zhe4 sha1, sha1 lian2 zhe4 tian1." translates to the wind blows the sand and the sand rises to the sky. HAHAHAHA WHAT CRAP.
3) lang2 - wolf. while describing a wolf in action, or poised to kill, hopefully i can somehow capture the essence of suspense and tension in the moment, as well as do that TUO WU YAN ZHI rubbish. like er maybe. how the wolf shows us the frailty of the human heart. my gosh i seriously can win awards in talking absolute rubbish.
4) hui2 yi4 dang1 shi2 - memories. of the time when we were in band, innocent, idealistic and cute. this would be quite hard to write though.
5) a contemporary chinese poem.
6) ke1 xue2 yu3 xing4 yang3 - the all-explored topic of science vs religion. i could do it in an yilunwen format. and quote from case for faith, angels and demons, etc. would be fun but i dont think i'll score.
7) kristin! you shall be one of the topic options.
8) ren3 - one word titles rawk.
WAHAHAHA I SUCK THATS ALL I CAN THINK OF. HELP.
i was green-ed at 11:18 pm
