Saturday, February 11
yo girls (e two of you ex-ycissians),
hope you're feeling much better! and sorry i couldn't be much of a help to you, i guess im not e comforting sort, but yeah. dont worry, life's really pretty dont let some of e people on e planet affect e way you enjoy it. seriously!
& ignore them. e two-faced backstabbers. they're seriously not worth your thinking & worrying about. anyways people who bitch are normally just fishing for compliments so yep. & e reason those byotches byotch about you is prob kuz they're jealous or just bored or pathetic. jealous, mostly, i should think. idiots.
yep. so dont let one frickin' person reel you, there's so many more people in e world, & you all have so many more friends, (REAL friends, that is) so yep. do e measuring! & since e nice good true friends are so much heavier on this side of the seesaw, you should just join em too & make this side so heavy that your one single byotchy 'FRIEND' on e other side flies up into e air when all of you on this side sit down, & then your byotchy 'FRIEND' will come falling from the clouds, landing & crashing on e seesaw with a sickening thud & splintering into splinters of a gazillionpieces, never to be jigsawpuzzled together again.
& dont worry about crying kris! perfectly normal, tis. & it really helps you just you know, cool off & come to terms with e whole problem.
& lastly but not leastly, dont hold back okay! i'll be here almost all of the time so just talk if you need to. i cant guarantee comforting & stuff & stopping you from feeling like crap, but i can listen to whatever you feel like ranting about. or you can make me rant but i do that entirely too well. so yeah. I'LL BE RIGHT HERE, WAITING FOR YOU. why does that sound familiar.
with harth, alena.
<3 GOODNESS IM TURNING BIMB!
first meeting with mentor tomorrow wootz can't wait & im gonna sleep soon so i dont fall asleep halfway through tomorrow. that would NOT be very nice, after all. & wow busy day. after smp i'll eat lunch somewhere, rush home from wherever i am, practice guzheng, then go for guzheng, go home, then off to ronnie's house to discuss maths sia. i SIGH.
& obs packing list! so much stuff. i need to get a swimsuit, though i dont think we'll need it but e list says we need one (DARN), as well as a pair of sandals. good old bata, cheap & comfy. heh. so what if its cheapo!
went to jurong point today, bought a tee from giordano, its light green & has giordano's famous ME thingums on it. ladida. quite nice actually i bought it mostly because it was 8 bucks & light green. was largely tempted to get a black one, til i realised black is a waytooangsty colour & i have a lot of it already. ohh well.
parqueted wood & polished marble,-alena.
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