Friday, February 24
SWAYN THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE WONDERFULLY FUNKEH WATCH!
basically its like one of those punk wristband thingums, i have one with a star on it, but this one's an army green colour with a clock face on it. SO KOOL! argh shall use it for obs. e colour matches, after all.
today i realised two things.
1) ratio of numbers of
people i've disappointed or let down or failed in my life so far
to people i've done proud of in my life so far
= approximately 40:1. somewhere along those lines.
2) THE WORLD IS FULL OF FANTASTIC PEOPLE!
- like john boon. though i hated him and i was convinced he hated me, i think he was awfully nice today.
- like sodium hydride. besides having a surname that sounds like my nickname, and despite being relatively lazy, as well as a workaholic, (thats all oxymoronic, yet true, nevertheless), plus his varying moodswings and temper, he is quite nice.
- like my baobeierzi. YINGMING you're such a dear, seriously. thanks for being there! whee. & letting me play with your squishy tangerine.
- like me. HAH, the ego.
okay anyways, that is all very besides the point. today we got back our maths test, and the class fell into a deep state of depression. my mark wasnt depressing but it wasnt good, i just passed, with 30/50. sigh. i know i should be glad i passed in the first place, and i can imagine people going " please larh, look @ WHAT I GOT " and im just like, thats not how i compare my marks. i mean i aimed for @ least 35, so 30 is rather disappointing.
my mum promised me a new laptop/notebook @ e end of e year if i got 6 A1s out of the 8 subjects i take. so texting convo between my mum and i today:
me: ma, i got back maths test. 30/50. highest mark 35, average 21.
ma: oh. why so bad?
me: it was hard. do i still get my notebook?
ma: yeah, a paper one from popular.
see, i harth my mum.
but i absolutely cant foster a liking to zjf @ all. in all her time teaching us so far, she has never called on a singaporean to read kewens. ITS ALWAYS THE PRCS. i dont know why. gosh. & all those things we spent so much of our energy on. if she's going to mark us based on the wonderful PRCS, we're all going to fail and blah, and blah, and blah. which im already doing. sheeshit.
WHEE!
i was green-ed at 11:17 pm
