Saturday, October 29
yohoho and a bottle of rum!my life doesn't revolve around anything. it merely rotates on its axis. that's kinduf sad, really. as in i don't have anything in particular that i live for. nothing that i truly care about so much i'd give up everything for it. SIGH.
lit sem today wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. the play thingums were amusing, especially RI's first one, w the kelian little dude having to act as portia tan. TAN. lol. AND i liked the matrix-looking ppl who were behind the 'black rapper'. yes. and of course, i particularly enjoyed the food as well as the playing of bridge. triple cheers. oh yes, and all rise rawkz.was fangirling lynette's knees, elbows, hair, and grin today. she probably got annoyed. SORRY!! & i really need to learn how to deal cards properly.
ya know, i just realised i have an entire two months of
extremeth boredom with absolutely zilche to do. two months! i'll probably do as much of nyaa as i can. i'm so absolutely pleased w my mum kuz she's being
awesome these days. like she was pleased with my 66% average (WOOT) and said i'm allowed a non-materialistic award (she just
knew i was going to ask for money) so i told her to let me change my holiday table-tennis lessons to tennis ones! yay. and she agreed. and we're going to play mahjong later SHE SUGGESTED IT. offers lots of hugs and kisses. i'm going to try appreciate as much of this good mood as is possible, before my sister's results come out. and guzheng lesson today rocked too, i'm starting to love it. my sister broke one of the guzheng's strings but ahh well it wasnt a middle one so nvm. the string looks rather hilarious dangling there though.
have got brandy's
another day in paradise stuck in my head now. it's a lurvely song!edit; later @ 10.59.guess what. new delhi got bombed. when are the terrorists going to stop? why, what is the
point of killing so many people. does it give them pleasure, or a sense of power. no religion teaches to kill. not any one that i know of. all of these people, their deeds. they have no purpose, no motive, no aim. they just want the momentary feeling of prowess. do they really believe their god will give them a onewayticket to paradise if they kill -
no, i don't think so. they do it not for their gods, but for themselves. their stupid selfish reasons.
i almost think i'd prefer war to this. at least in war, everybody's out in the open. and its clear who's in danger. everyone suffering, together. not one party suffering and the other person, mocking and enjoying himself as he goes high.
no, its not fair and there must be reasons.
who do the terrorists want to kill. the rich, the affluent. but who do they attack, the poor countries, incapable of defending themselves. bali first, now new delhi. they are not selectively killing, nope. they're
wiping out. as if the world is not teetering on the edge of survival already. consider the tsunami, earthquakes, global warming, harsh winters. no, we can accept those, they're natural happenings, things we cannot stop, things nobody has control over. nobody is to be blamed, for another's death. but terrorism. is a person's, or a group's
choice to commit murder, many times over.
its just a question i want to pose to the terrorists. the bombers. the apparently faithfully trusting in whatever god people.
why. why are you doing this, harming humanity, harming the world, harming yourself. are you going to use nuclear weapons next. mass destruction. you wont be spared yourself. i assure you of that.
why. explain yourself. give yourself excuses. try to get us to understand the reasons behind your killing.and when you're done, you'll have the choice of either dying of hunger, dying of thirst, dying of heat, dying of pain, dying of cold. they won't be nice. and you'll look ugly on your deathbed. you wont get a coffin. or be burnt. we'll let you in the wild. so hyenas and hawks can feed on you. at least in the end you'll be of
some use to the planet.
hey, i'm offering a choice. and its so much more then what you did to all those other people. be thankful. go pray to your god who apparently blesses you on your mass murder. i'll stand by and watch. and
laugh.
i was green-ed at 8:20 pm
