Monday, October 3
today was kinda sucky.
firstly its kuz of the bali attacks. it really pissed me off. the terrorists are (profanity here, feel free to fill in the worst word you can think of.) they're cowards. pathetic. why attack weak countries who are unable to help themselves? everytime they attack these countries, it's the other countries helping them. they're defenceless. weak. LEAVE THEM ALONE. im not cursing any country, or hoping that anyone gets terrorised. but why don't the terrorists attack a country which is capable of defencing itself, instead of one that's just gonna fall apart because it's a third world country, has always been one, and seemingly will KEEP ON BEING ONE?
secondly, i can't find my table tennis racquet anywhere. it wasn't exactly cheap so im kinda pissed. i also cannot find my: volleyball, football (soccer) AND basketball. but that's kuz my mum chucked those away. pissedment now i needa slowly save up money.
nextly, english has always been one of my weakest subjects. and yet its always the first exam. it felt good though, crossing it off my list of exams, but there's still six more, so sigh.
my mum understood. she was like, just pass 60 for everything, get into ip, THEN try your best. she's already lowered her expectations by a lot, and i appreciate it, but even then, 60 is NOT easy, esp for english geog and history. cries. and lit will depend a lot on the unseen. i CANNOT do unseen, i just don't get how ppl analyse and break it all up into like, a gazillion microscopic unseeable pieces. bleh.
anyways, on a lighter note, we MOVED!! wootzies, my room looks pretty, I LOVE MY BEANBAG, and the internet finally works. and guess what the problem was? my dad connected in the portal wire into the PHONE connector and the phone into the portal. pah. best of all, my room is actually neat. i'm gonna try keeping it that way for @ least until the end of .... october.
I just realised like how many books i have. and how much crap our family has. we have so many ORNAMENTAL things that are all white elephants of no use.
ELEPHANTS DAMMIT BAD MEMORIES. stupid english compre. like frankly, i am very sick of hearing about extinction of animals, conservation of environment, effect this, effect that, recycle reuse and i forgot the other one. EVERYONE KNOWS. it's just that people don't DO it. and repeating it over and over again doesn't mean ppl are going to start.
blargh. shall try to be cheerful.
i cannot wait until the end of the history exam.
i wanna go everywhere in singapore and try everything i've never tried before.
i wanna cut my hair short.
i wanna eat prawns and crabs and not care about my eczema allergies that will pop up the next day without fail.
i wanna shop in ikea.
i wanna shop anywhere.
i wanna watch every movie that's screening.
i wanna go out on the streets and sing, with either louise/claire/yangzi/rachel/any choir member beside me, of course.
i wanna play tennis, basketball, football, table tennis, badminton, rugby, frisbee, volleyball.
i wanna go camping, trekking, hiking, mountain climbing.
i wanna buy a buncha beanbags to accompany my beanbag (ignore the childishness here).
i wanna switch on rock and techno all day long.
i wanna paint on my wall. maybe i will, but my mum will put mahjong paper up on it first lol.
i wanna play bridge. i wanna play mahjong.
i wanna just sink in my beanbag with a good wuxia book.
or move my beanbag to the tv and watch a wuxia serial.
btw, yes, we STILL don't have a tv.
i wanna hang with everybody in class and 2/12 and rock. woot!!!
i was green-ed at 3:27 pm
