Sunday, September 25
straits times need to get their info checked. taimei is NOT the female version of taike, dammit.
today, listened to a couple of old songs.
was playing guitar to 'are you happy now'
it's like an easy song to play, but the lyrics are love.
it's always the same question. all that ppl do, all the tears they shed for it, scoldings they get for it, time they spend on it, energy they waste on it. in the end, sometimes feel like asking them
- could you look me in the eye, and tell me that you're happy now -
- would you tell it to my face, or have i been erased, are you happy now -
so far i have crammed two solid hours for geog!! yes, big deal. lol especially if you consider the fact that i have gotten nothing stuck in my head yet. however must take the time here to thank chanyi for her wonderful geog file which is SO FREAKIN ORGANISED. ladida. and oh yes renee for maths, liza for science, li ann for history and su fen for lit. yes.
i don't know if its a blessing or a curse but i seem somehow to be incapable of freaking out. like i don't get rattled or panicky or nervous before exams, performances, speeches, or debates. maybe kuz i haven't had actual serious life-or-death exams for four years. ahh well.
today and yesterday i broke my own rules of dressing. shriek, as if. i wore TIGHT DENIM. double shriek. having no love for blue denim, its extremusly weird. HOWEVER, baggy jeans are love though.
oh damn i sound like a prep-cum-cheerleader-cum-skank-cum-slut-cum-bitch. only those people generally love tight denim and denim skirts. and okay so back to the point. went into one of those preppy pink shops today, full of rubbishy trashily expensive jewellery that's seriously..... too pink and ugly. then i saw the metal accessories and i was like LUFF then i saw MY FAVOURITE RING on sale there!! i bought it for like 10 rmb ($2 sgd) a yr ago in s'hai and it was selling for 5 bucks here i was like yayers. my ring is pretty pretty pretty.
today also realised i've been letting myself too loose. like my ideals for the exams are just pass, somehow get my way into ip, and to hell with the rest, will start working hard only for next year. sighs. must change my mentality. i'll just let myself loose for geog, history, lit, maths, english, chinese, and science. lol.
davis cup. doubles are so fun to watch. i really pity them, playing for more than 3 hrs @ times. like the slovak republic vs argentina game.
don't you just love the enticing smell of bakeries? today went over to bukit batok for church, then to see how our house was doing, all our stuffs coming tomorrow wootazies!! then went to the market, ate and walked around the shops again and again and again. there're like four bakeries and i love every single one of them. i'm sure heaven will have tonnes of bakeries smelling utterly wonderful.
yesterday was good, we went to lau pa sat and ate our guts out. especially me. food is my sole reason for survival sometimes. i wish weighing scales were never friggin invented. or that there were more plus size models or smth. food is GOOD MY FRIEND. i love s'pore food. old airport has AWESOME otah and satay and charkuayteow and pasta and fishhead soup noodles thingy and nasi lemak and desserts and porridge and dumplings. yess, thats what our family shared and ate for a mere dinner.
church was awesome today, apparently there's this dude with a 100-minute-bible thing. we kinda had a realy good argument abt it. i like church, ppl talk to you like equals and respect your opinions, like my rents. unlike suppression ever so obvious @ skl. bleh.
i was green-ed at 4:12 pm
