Wednesday, September 14
confused, confused, confused, OH SO FREAKIN CONFUSED.
lit essay plans.
omgawsh i know NOTHING about tkam its so so so frickin annoying.
well, shan't not waste too much time talking about lit.
its kinda funny how i have probs with all this work already. and its not like i have lots of tuition. if you compare that to shanghai -
i had guzheng & table tennis on monday, chinese and guitar on tuesday, maths on wednesday, tennis and table tennis on thursday, chinese on friday (only this got cancelled so much kuz of all my staying-back-to-watch-basketball-though-i-wasnt-interested-in-the-guys-or-the-game), table tennis on saturday and tennis on sunday.
- phewph.
i need to effing FIND a tennis & table tennis coach or smth. i'm completely forgetting how to play kuz my dad doesn't know the 'method' of playing against me. so when we play we suck. and his arm is always sore from playing golf anyhow.
bah.
today i completed my selection form & i'm already having like a million regrets about what i effing chose, but i'm too lazy to find the form from the stack of papers beside the comp.
my mum was insisting on triple sciences but i was like HELL NO and shes like okay we shall COMPROMISE.
as we all know, her 'compromise' is aka ' i'll get my way in the end '
but she didnt!!!
i'm gonna do chem and physics, woot, and she managed to persuade me to take CHINESE LIT.
do not question how she managed to achieve that.
10.06 am, thursday, edit:///
sheesh and damn i am such a failure pah.
i mean all those lessons and im not good enough at anything to get a proper cca. i can't even join uniformed groups but the day i join uniformed thingys is the day i die, practically. i absolutely REFUSE i repeat REFUSE.
that's not the reason i decided to rant on in here.
fact is i needa go for a trial for table tennis and i have the very bad feeling that im gna like totally embarass myself, groans.
ladida i prayed!!!
but God prob won't let me get into table tennis anyhow, as a sort of punishment for me laughing @ the table tennis coach in front of him, mocking him when he's gone, and never taking any of his lessons seriously @ all.
sigh, sigh.
ppl suggested taking slack ccas but i have not talent in the first place so how the **** am i gonna be able to get in aiyah. nvm. no fretting over useless useless things.
shall leave now and get some food. 8.
ps, hope louise gets well soon and comes back just in time for the eoys! yay okay thats more like a curse but anyhow.
pps or pss, i've handed in my selection form. eeks. my future is SET.hahahha still very drama i am.
i was green-ed at 10:32 pm
