life is vaguely amusing. today = 25 points
- i am once more extremely sleepy.
- i am tryin 2 download a wuxia serial but it doesn't effing work
- from now on, i'll never blog when im in an angsty mood.
- or when i'm pissed @ my mum and/or dad.
- tomorrowz teachers day celebration. excitement.
- i wish china didn't block blogspot
- i want to tell the whole freakin world that DAN BROWN IS NOT AGAINST CHRISTIANITY for your information, HE IS A CHRISTIAN, dammit.
- today is the second day of the us open - tennis!
- some people are getting on my nerves so bad. & sometimes it takes all of my guts to stop me from clenching my fist n directing it @ those people's noses. ps, i dun mean ppl @ skl.
- bush needz a transplant. or betta yet, a coffin. yep. delightful prospect.
- grey tis my fave colour.
- i need to find something to do between 11 to 1 on the monday maths supz.
- i need only to survive history for two more months and i shall be gone fr it forever. HA.
- i have lost all interest in the opposite sex, except one certain cute dude, an actor called cui peng. hez so cute, seriously. lyk really really cute.
- feesh wantz to get into hci.
- kristin had 3 hrs of home econz today and she was paired up with two cute boyz who couldn't stop fighting and were so pathetic she texted me for the whole 3 hrs, lol. which meanz i wasted a LOT of credit fr my phone.
- pillow prawn crackers are highly addictive. so is korean seaweed.
- i must remember to bring the beef and the packs of chrysanthemum tea for tmr.
- i have to memorize that verse in galatians, and act according to it.
- i CANNOT STAND CATS.
- i like grass better than flowers. weeds r nice, too. they're both so much more useful.
- studying has changed itz definition. now itz cramming and undersleeping even more than usual and memorizing and revising and bullshyt. it used to be no difference from normal days except we get no homework, woot!
- i am shockingly unembarrassed to admit that i watch the seven o'clock channel 8 show and like it, kuz i basically like all wuxia serials. n novels.
- i haven't drunk coffee in three days. amazing. i'll drink a can tomorrow. sigh, the good old dayz of getting free caramel frappuccinos fr the rich asses are gone.
- i am barely surviving without ares.
i was green-ed at 11:03 pm
Sunday, August 28
He ain't just puttin on the ritz
our God is an awesome God
there is thunder in His footsteps
and lightning in His fists
our God is an awesome God
and the Lord wasn't joking
when He kicked them outta Eden
it wasn't for no reason
that He shed his blood
His return is very close
and you'd better be believin that
our God is an awesome God
our God is an awesome God
He reigns from Heaven above
with wisdom, power and love
our God is an awesome God
and when the sky was starless
in the void of the night
our God is an awesome God
He spoke into the darkness
and created the light
our God is an awesome God
judgment and wrath
he poured out on Sodom
mercy and grace
He gave us at the cross
i hope that we have not too quickly forgotten
that our God is an awesome God
our God is an awesome God
He reigns from Heaven above
with wisdom, power and love
our God is an awesome God
i was green-ed at 1:21 pm
Thursday, August 25
i have not the slightest idea why.
i didn't sleep at 1 or 2 or a ridiculous time for a pig like me to sleep.
i did not do vigorous sports @ all.
i did not travel on a jerky plane or a nauseating windy car ride.
but i am exhausted.
prob a mental thing.
im gna start blogging in bullet pointz fr now on.
my blog today is in say, 25 bullet points, completely random:
- im gna take chem and physics. i will get rid of biology, geog, and history, YAY!!!
- i flunked both frickin' testz today.
- i have no idea how i'm supposed to answer questions for the lit test tmr.
- i have a strange liking for divans. they're better than sofas or recliners or any other seat.
- i like wuxiaxiaoshuo. i like wuxiadianshi. which means i watch the seven o'clock channel 8 show. i think yao lie is cute.
- csi miami is by far the best of the three.
- the oc kicks one tree hills ass.
- i have a weird liking for christian guitar/drum/bass playerz. guyz, i meant.
- i drink too much water.
- my computer is so sucky, when its on, you can hear it from the kitchen.
- i am proud of the home econz creation.
- four more days til the US Open starts.
- i am strongly against plastic surgery, bust enhancement, butt enlargement, mole removal, slimming centres, lip pump-up-ment, botox unless its for medical reasons or if you are completely disfigured in a fire or smth.
- however, i am completely for the idea of laser.
- i like the ice latte nescafe ice coffee thing. itz so much cheaper and better than a caramel frappuccino.
- my deepest wish now is to sleep.
- Isaiah is my fave book in the Bible.
- i cannot wait until i learn how to drive and get a license.
- i need to update my personal diary, which has been abandoned since i started school.
- i like subarus. good carz.
- switchfoot might be old but they rawk.
- i love the lyrics of ci-niao and qian-nian-zhi-lian, FIR. i love FIR.
- i want to learn the art of talking to people who are on their deathbeds. there are enough experts around on how to cheer and liven up a dying person's mood, but i think itz so much better if we can learn to talk about death like we can talk about breakfast.
- i HAVE TO GO GO-KARTING. itz just as shuang as waking up the household with my guitar.
- i love stereotyping. i miss the mafia.
i was green-ed at 10:46 pm
Tuesday, August 23
strengthen the feeble hands,
steady the knees that give way;
say to those with fearful hearts,
"be strong, do not fear; your God will come,
he will come with vengeance;
with divine retribution he will come to save you."
then will the eyes of the blind be opened
and the ears of the deaf unstopped
then will the lame leap like a deer
and the mute tongue shout for joy.
water will gush forth in the wilderness
and streams in the desert
the burning sand will become a pool
the thirsty ground bubbling springs
in the haunts where jackals once lay
grass and reeds and papyrus will grow.
lost the debate. sigh.
it would have been nice to win, really.
there is something rather placidly comforting to curl up in a sofa with a stack of newspapers beside me and reading them.
sometimez i do wish i haven't deserted the piano, but i suppose what is the point of continuing with it when 3/4 of singaporean kids play it better than me anyway? the guitar and guzheng are KOOL anywayz, if you consider how different they are.
glad 2 hear your first day @ school was great, kristin, and i like the name trine. pronounced try-nee, ritez? yeah. and hope norway is full of enough penguins, sheep, salmon and cheese 2 keep you occupied. and i WAS serious when i said i have been commented on by me classmates for being quiet, hardworking, and guai. miracles like so keep my faith in God strong.
itz so annoying how china blocks blogspot like its a chicken with bird flu.
i mean in case they didn't realise, one cannot access websites over there without obscene popups of 'huo-la-mei-nv' and wht the shit they come up with.
so i shall shut up and wrap up, troy is by far the best movie ever made. the only movie even POSSIBLY being as good will prob. be the davinci code, which i await. dan brown is the rawkiest writer.
yay the church ppl are coming tomorrow so hopefully i'll be able to find a cell group i can join. i've gone like all wonky and haven't been reading my Bible for like a couple days, sigh.
i was green-ed at 11:07 pm
Monday, August 22
hello fellow joyful ppl, i am once more bored out of muh brain. not bored as in i-have-nothing-to-do-and-i-might-as-well-drop-down-dead bored, but in the i-meant-to-study-life-sciences-but-i-do-not-get-a-single-frickin-word-of-it-so-i-gave-up way. major differences, my friend. but yes, i do NOT understand life science, i see no effing POINT in studying tiny leetle particles of coiling and twisting THINGS whose sole purpose in life is to be there for people wiv nothing better to do to study and poor students to have to memorize or they perish. pah.
tomorrow's like the chinese debate, omgomgomg, i'm totally not ready, i hav zilche pointz, none of them make sense, all of them are shitty and i seriously don't want to like cause the bian-lun-dui to like lose. itz like, oh the new girl came and she fucked up our debating team. now we should all go ahead and be friends with her.
or the magnum
jeez i just bought another magazine, yes, waste of my money but i have no books to read, they're all in the shipment and shall be only coming in like, september when we move back to Bukit Batok. and i can't borrow bookz from the school library, kuz apparently my name is not registered with the MOE yet! how significant i feel, now. they should follow mdm mak's advice on listening 2 the national day rally, dude, EFFICIENCY. plus my parentz claim i should stay @ home on weekends and catch up on all the work ppl have been doing for the past year. and yeah so they're right but my life involves a heck lot more than that.
i miss
the gateway trips with the expensive sticka picz
the hangin' out doing nothing
the arguments whether joshua ang or joshua kung is cuter
whether geisha or murdock is better @ the drumz
the bullying of fags, transparent shits, and oats
the bitching about all the friggin teacahers
the go-karting
the various imitations of 'ting hao le' *clap clap* 'ting hao le', 'yellow referral formz' 'YE? ye? yE?' 'hello ladies'
the drawings of big mac in victoria's secret XXXXXXXXXL thongs,
the matchmaking & teasing tho @ the time i hated it lol
the sitting outside the art room chatting, mocking ppl and watching basketball playerz
the pretty hairstyles *cough* we gave each other
the acting like idiots and hyperactive kidz
THE MAFIAH!!!!!!!! or, pink worm reading club.
the laughing @ transparent socks and more disgustable dress senses ppl have
the bitchin @ the watermelon bitch in the gateway!!
i was green-ed at 10:05 pm
Sunday, August 21
[never was and never will be, you're not real and you can't save me]
mumz chasing me off the comp, so i'll just post this today:
To realize the value of a sister:
Ask someone Who doesn't have one.
To realize the value of ten years:
Ask a newly Divorced couple.
To realize the value of four years:
Ask a graduate.
To realize the value of one year:
Ask a student who has failed a final exam
To realize the value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born
To realize the value of one month:
Ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby
To realize the value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realize the value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.
To realize the value of one minute:
Ask a person who has missed the train, bus or plane.
To realize the value of one second:
Ask a person Who has survived an accident.
To realize the value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics.
To realize the value of a friend: Lose one.
i was green-ed at 9:08 pm
Saturday, August 20
[you were just like me, with someone disappointed in you]
[sure, life is good, but eternal life with God is even better]
i recommend not reading this blog. i was bored. and i had nothing better to do.
songs that come to mind: today i'm doing relatively old songs
most important!!!!! -
- got rice, by taimaishu. woot go asian pride!!
- constipated, weird al yankovich, it's officially the most hilarious song on the planet.
- chinese freestyle rap, taimaishu. woot for taimaishu HAHAHA he is THE bomb.
- titanic rave, techno. i luv techno.
- all FIR and all LINKIN PARK songs.
- ying-zai-fei, old song by Energy, is such a ...... philosophical song. itz really nice though, but why did they freakin' have to break up? i mean they were like one of the only "shi-li-pai" taiwanese singers around. oh well. amazing lyrics.
- on the way down, ryan cabrera
- ba-wo-hui-lai-le, zhi-zhan-zhi-shang, wai-po, jay chou. his voice is amazing and his lyrics are great, i love these songs and waipo almost made me cry once, plus zhizhanzhishang makes me really want to kill Bush even more, and the rap in bawohuilaile rawks a heck lot of ass.
- bu-la-ge-guang-chang, qi-shi-jing-shen, jolin. i still think she is ou-xiang-pai and i see not the talent she has in seeing so many claim she possesses.
- yu-yan, zhangshaohan. what's her english name again? angela rite. ok so nehow, yeah this song has the tune of all ye merry gentlemen, if i remember correctly. her voice is so friggin high.
- mei-ren-yu, tu-ran-lei-le, bian-hao89757, yay jj is so damn cute!! as in the ugly kinda cute.
- still-waiting, pieces, sum 41
- lian-ai-jie-zou, cyndi wang
- ming-tian-shi-qing-tian, js.
- only hope, one of the chick flicks that all romantics will remember, itz great i love the christianity in it, mandy moore is so pretty and great voice, heard she's goin out wif andy roddick.
- california, the oc, great show, everyonez like so pretty.
- always something, by switchfoot, christian band.
- lian-ai-da-ren, hui-se-kong-jian, by show, aite the first one is really cute and the second one is so sad but so true and aiyah, its just so sad kuz in the outsiders he dies!!!!!
- this love, maroon 5, everybody alive knows this song, but anyway itz great as long as you don't watch the vid.
- everybody's fool, evanescence. okok so they ARE goths, but to a much lesser extent, right? i love the song, the lyrics, the tune, the climax. esp. the lyrics.
- 1 2 step, ciara
- because you live, jesse mccartney. he has a seriously disastrous voice that reminds me of a pig on the way to the squanders but the tune is nice.
- xiang-cao-ba-bu, by nanquanmama, truly, their name is just so.....mature.
- stacy's mom, i still don't get why the guys used to laugh themselves like giggly schoolgirls when this song popped up and they actually ALL sang it 2geda voluntarily.
- behind these hazel eyes, kelly clarkson
- lose my breath, still the best dance song i've ever had yup definitely, aiyah why do destiny's child wanna break up too, they're like the best female rnbists arnd!!
- dooit, teh tarik crew. support 4 my fellow malaysians yay!!
- when i'm gone, three-doors-down
- just a friend, too phat
- ocean avenue, yellowcard
- the bitch song, bowling for soup
- rainmaker, itz like nobody i knows has ever heard of this song until i send it to them but itz a wonderful song!! iron maidens creepy tho, like death metal sorta kreepy. not gothic, i swear.
- runaway, supporting singapore for churning out @ least ONE decent band.
- ugly girl, taimaishu, HAHAHAHA this had me in fits for the whole of a dinner.
- he-ping-shi-jie, tie zhu tang
- mr brightside, the killers
- can't stand me now, the libertines
- AWESOME GOD, michael will smith, YAY!!!!
- sing hallelujah to the LORD, itz great there's only two lines in the entire song but the tune is just so very sad.
- above all, as the deer, give thanks, God of wonders, here i am to worship, seek ye first the utterly best christian songs on the planet!
i was green-ed at 5:20 pm
[psalm 119:105 thy word is a lamp unto my feet and a light unto my path]
[so am i still waiting, for this world to stop hating]
[you could slit my throat and with my last gasping breath i will apologise for bleeding on your shirt]
it's my first post, for this blog. and though i have blogged before, in xanga, this is gonna be different. kuz for once, i'm actually gonna open up. i mean, sure, i had a blog before, but it was meant for other peeps to read and comment and laugh over, kuz i leaked no secrets and i kept a diary where i really said what i thought and/or felt. but that's gonna change now, kuz i'm going to use a blog for its danged use.
this is gonna be short, kuz i'm gonna fall asleep in about ten minutes.
let me rant on
i hate goths. i've always hated goths and i still hate them. i hate the concept. i hate the way people moan on about how miserable they are, pretending they know how heartbreak and pain feel, when actually none of us do. i hate their music - marilyn manson, cradle of filth. i hate the way they dress. black, black, and more black. fishnets, laced boots. i hate their pale drawn faces and their contrasting limp hair. i hate the stupidity of cutting yourself, thinking about suicide, no, dreaming of it, revelling in it. i hate the pride goths show that they are goths, when there is nothing to be proud of about the fact that you enjoy blood, death, and self-demolishing. i hate the icons there are on the net, of stick skinny people saying they're fat. i hate the goth wannabes. i hate the pictures of bleeding eyes. i hate the bitter statements.
chat
ladida. ok i have utterly nothing to talk about because the only thing that currently occupies my mind is the joyful prospect of sleeping. i'll attempt to talk a little, like, well, just rattle on like i normally do. it's really annoying china fuckin blocks blogspot or something, itz good. anyhow, my layouts kinda weird right now kuz i can't decide what pic to put on the left.
i wanna go to an old folks home sometime. sigh if only i can drag li-en to go with me, hahaha but she'll probably be more willing to buy jeans. i was reading seventeen, and they said girls should not wear baggy jeans kuz they distort one's figures and i'm just like OOPS i see not the wrong in baggy clothes. if one does HAVE the figure one can feel free to wear tubes and skimpy tops with skirts that barely cover one's ass or jeans that are so tight they won't fit up my calves.
i'll hang up now, update tomorrow, g'nite.
olivia wilde (alex, in the oc) is so damned pretty.
i was green-ed at 2:27 am